I Miss You

I miss you. but i don't know if i should call you. everytime i see you it's because i called you. would it kill you? i dont know what to do. Send a message or text seems lame. maybe i really should just call you. im sick of hearing what i should do because i already know what that is. I should just cut you out and let that be that but i dont want to and i've always been kind of stubborn. i want things to go back to how they were but i feel like thats not what you want. you want to forget your past and all those in it and just move on into this new life with new people. So i don't know what to do so instead ill write a blog about it; basically talking to myself because you know that will achieve so much. i miss my friend but i feel like you just don't care. you dont want to see me. if you did you'd call. well this accomplished nothing