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CHUCK AND BLAIR

Ye syes chuck an Blaird in love slightly and briefly.. why would chuck do that .. then again we all know the answer to that don't we . .. well all i can say is next season promises to be be just as full of drama and gossip :)
and more oh so sexy looks from Chuck Bass

Still as always TEAM BASS

What Happens in Chehalis Stays in Chehalis

so this weekend im pretty sure was awesome. i went grad camping with Renee-Zelweger*, 2-A-day* and Elmo* we made lots of nice new friends :P there was this guy who really couldnt take a hint we kept hinting that we wanted him to leave and nothing we even actually said Leave no boys allowed and he still came in it made me so mad it wasnt until Renee-Zelweger* told him to fuck off that he actually left finally thank the lord lol but yea and then there was this other guy who had a tongue ring not the hottest other wise but still tongue ring! lol i was talking to him and i was like hey do you have a tongue ring and then he stuck out his tongue and i felt a little flutter lol on account of i thought it was so hot :P... but anyway that was cool and yeas.,... then there was Istanbol* whom we met at the campsite he was cool just hung out at the campsite with us and yea and last night when i was freaking GONE he walked me back to the campsite and made sure i was all safe and what not he was cool ...Elmo* drank quite a bit of 151 lol so funny we got a video of her but she already is kind of out of it by the time she trys that lol soo funny ..ill blog some more stories later like my getting very angry at janice the buch for being a dirty whore and hooking up wtih Frank the rock and trying to set Elmo* up with Alan the tree lol too funny i loved it all so much and i will never forget it i love this life man i mean i get to be free and i felt so free there and had there been running water i would have wanted to stay there forever life is good grad is good cheese is good and my dad takes like 45 minutes just to order 2 damn pizzas ":P

The Twinkle in Your Eye

So I had quite the meeting with Edward-Scissor hands* today. Needless to say it was completly pointless; for starters he opened with "I'm Gay" . So right there, right off the bat im like okay this is going to go no where. Anywho i was thinking how much i wish life was like a TV show. I mean if my life were like Buffy or Angel or Gossip Girl; well that would just be amazing. If i was a character in Gossip Girl i think i'd want to be Blair cause i mean she is a sweety but she knows how to handle herself. She's also a stone cold bitch when she wants to be. The only thing about Blair though is she does seem to be wound a little tightly. Another thing Blair has going for her ; Chuck Bass. She got with him in the back of a limo i mean HELLO i certainly would not complain about that. Nevertheless life isnt a TV show so i guess we just have to go on and live life as best we can. You know soak it up; the drama, the excitement, the bad times and the good times because they're all one big whole of this thing we call life. We need to experience everything we can and hold onto those experiences. Life isn't about what mark you get in school despite what teachers and parents may say; it's about the relationships you form there and the connections you make. It's about learning to live. Learning to deal. I mean i guess that's why it's so hard. Dealing isn't as easy as everyone says it is or makes it look i mean look at me. I'm a mess. I don't deal. I try and i try to put on this persona like im all cool with everything and dont get me wrong for the most part i am but there are those few certain things that im just having trouble dealing with. Life sucks sometimes but i am determined to work through that ultimate suckiness and hopefully I'll come out on top. I know that sounds totally lame but, what else can i do.

GOSSIP GIRL!

So im sure you all watched gossip girl last night and if you didn't shame on you it was awesome excpet for Serena's whole oh i killed someone but not really his parenst dont blame me so im okay now... :P lame she went from being a mess to being totally like wheres dan tra-la-la... lame hate so much omg i was so happy when Rufus and Alison kissed it made me so happy i was like clapping with excitment... like finally right!.. and of course Georgina was back at her usual evil ways.. what with the eyebrow arching and evil looks and FAKE CRYING... i was actually impressed by Michelle Trachtenberg's crying in that scene i really like her in this role.. i mean there was no one who really liked dawn in Buffy so it is nice to see she actually gets a good role one that we all hate but secretly love... i mean she is the one we love to hate.. now that Blair is all nice and what not... and yes speaking of hating georgina! WHY THE HELL WOULD SHE KISS DAN! ...well i guess we kn ow why she would to get back at serena and becasue she is an evil bitch but honestly! why would Dan kiss her back i gte it he's hurt but i mean you supposedly loved Serena and your macing on the first girl you get the chance to.. and of course on a lighter not Mr. Ed Westwick was there in full swing to provide a number of uber sexy glances.. and i quiet liked how he was actually kind of a good guy i mean the whole lets get Georgina thing! YAY! and i laughed so hard when i found out he lost his virginity in grade 6 lol too funny !... anyway i really hope they continue on the path Chuck is on now with a little less swarmyness but lets not turn himinto a pussy like NATE! and supposedly there is a little cat fight going on on between the cast member of the show.. and not the girls lol its the guys apperently Ed Westwick, Penn Badgley are pissed that CHace Crawford is getting all the attention cause apprently they were all expecting Penn to be the big player in the serious i mean he's hot and what not but come on. As far as im concerned i dont get what all the hub bub is about Chace Crawford he's too pretty and no one likes that... i am all for ED WESTWICK!

TEAM BASS!

Boys are lame

so yea this boy Caramel -Macihiato*or how ever you spell it is so stupid i mean no i will not fool around with you dumb ass you have a gf and i dont know you all that well... like honestly i get that he said he was joking but still thats retarded what are you thinking. \anyway Noel's* new boy came into schooltoday to have his interview... she seems quite happy which is really good its so cute :P but im just apprehensive about him... i mean he was all flirty when he had a girlfriend and then i mean i get now he doesnt have a girlfriend and whatever but im just thinking like whats stopping him from doing that to my Noel* god knows if he does i will kick his ass to kingdom come... but i guess i should relax he seems like a decent guy and i mean he wants to take her parents out to dinner meaning he wants to make a good impression therefor meaning he wants to stick around for awhile im just thinking my girl Noel* needs to look out for his flirtatious ways .. keep an eye on that and just give me a reason and ill boot him in the face :) anywho just in case i havent made it clear enough i am so stoked for grad and to get my ring it is going to be sooo cool! yikes!... its like basically 2 weeks away... This weekend is rodeo too :) i love rodeo im not sure if im going camping or not ill have to talk to my parents tonight or tomorrow night i dont know i need to know some more specifics first because i know my parents will want to know more info... than i already have... we're going to stave... me alison alison jessika troy,.... grad ppl i dont know i mean i dont know how id get up there and yea im just nervous that something will go wrong and bad because this weekend will mark 2 weeks since my last screw up and they tend to come at 2 - 3 week intervals in case anyone is keeping track... BUt yea this thing with \Caramel-Maciato* makes me sick im like so waht are we gonna do? hes like well we could fool around abut lol jk,.,,, and then im like yea you better be just kidding ... plus i dont think your gf will take to kindly to that and then is said but seriously i dont care what we do im easy and he goes back well who says my g/f has to know and plus you're the one saying you're easy! fuck off like seriously im cutting this get together very short i think because that is so tacky and lame i dont care if you are joking its not funny i mean ick how ick can you get i am not that girl that does that kind of stuff.. i mean ... you know urg makes me sooooo mad.. like honestly i was fuming when i read that! eee!... and just another note in case i havent made myself clear i love iron man and all super hero movies like omg is there any better kind... so amazing!

IRON MAN = AWESOME!

I'm serious i saw this movie tonight and it was amazing like everything about it.. i'm gonna see it again on friday i think and then obvs buy it i am in love i haven't been this in love with a movie since... X-Men III ! also an amazing movie and if you haven't seen it shame on you

The Day

Okay so today rocked! i got my grad jewelry.. gorgeous not to mention i picked out my grad gift... so pretty its got a big mulberry sapphire stone and then two small pink sapphires and another two diamonds on either side of it and gold band.. so pretty and i can't wait till i get it!... and then i went out with my pop to get coolant for my car and a gift for me mum .. couldn't find anything so i got her a wired monk gift card... and i think i might write her a poem ... lame but its almost done if only i could find a half decent word that rhymed with patience.. then i went out to get my sis from my aunts in poco.. and then came home and hung to with Miranda-Lambert*, Sherley-Temple* and Emily-Haines* gts just drove around in nellie dancing and peentsing :)

PEENTS!

Today's Plan

so after being fully rested from a night of being a lame bottom and staying in watching Angel and Land of Women i am ready to explore the world and buy explore i mean go shopping... im going with me mum today to look for jewelery for grad and then when i get home im probably going with my pop to look for a mothers day gift for me mum ,.... then probably come home and try to get a hold of Emily-Haines* or someone... maybe we can go to the wired monk if theres someone playing tonight.. just chill :) anywho.. i had dress fitting on thursday and it is done and it is gorgeous... i love my dress so much and i got Deans* matching tie and pocket square so that was marvelous!

Gossip Girl

So yes i am now an addict of the oh so popular gossip girl.. a new addict ill give oyu that but an addict nonetheless. and my favorite character on the show you might ask.. well that would be none other than Chuck Bass.... cool - yes, smart- yes , sexy? your damn straight i dont know i guess its the whole he's kind of a bad boy and the whole part about him being gorgeous to helps

Monday's Eye of the Panther

I can honestly say this is some of the funniest stuff ever.

NYAH

i am so tired i could just fall over right now but the that wouldn't be very dramatic as i am sitting right now... oo well. .. so i can't remember when was the last time i blogged.. i dont think i filled anyone in on the events of this past week... Emily-Haines* bday was good except for the part where i got grounded and car taken away... anyway monday Edward-Scissor hands* threw cold coffee on me and all week it has been this big thing with going to see the principal every day and answering questions and yea just over all not funness.... today went to optometrists and am getting new glasses they are pretty funky i quite like them you will all see soon... and yes my eyes have gotten worse.. now tht i have created the most boring blog in the world i think i will spice things up with ... hmm... nothing really i dont have anything exciting to say.. i think im just gonna sit at home tonight and watch angel on account of im so tired.. and yea i mean i got inbvited by a couple ppl to go out tonight but i dont think im in the mood... Angel.. :) =Love.. im such a dork but it makes me so happy ..