Le sigh**

Le sigh is all i can say... i had great night last night we went to beach for picnic.. i made sandwiches ( gourmet cuisine) and spinach salad and just cut up a bunch of fruit then we kind of just chilled there and i unno it was just so nice kind of romantic.. sitting on the beach talking.. kissing... happiness.. then we went back to his house and we rented ps. I love you... so cute totally tragic i cried like 4 times it was so heartbreaking; i love movies like that though that can really make you feel something... then we kind of just chilled and i revealed surprise :P... i bought nice little i unno what its called it was like a bodice it was like silky and leapord print and pink lace he liked :P

Anyway i am giving my two weeks into IGA today which is kind of exciting! no more of that hell hole
LOVES LOVES LOVES!


life is happy

LIfe: HIt and Miss

I got kicked out... on saturday. ON friday after commencments which was boring but still ha d fun at Mirnada-Lambert's* aunts afterwards and yea i get home and she freaked out on me and anyway the next morning she was getting after me for the same thing and im like i dont understand what you're mad about could you pleasse xplain it? "you don't know that's the problem.you're a little bitch"(mom)
(me) "I know please tell me
(mom) "Be quiet your dad is sleeping"
(me)"Just tell me what i did"
(mom)"you shut your mouth"....(keep in mind im not talking louad at all)
(me)"fine but what did i do"
(mom) GET OUT OF MY HOUSE
(me)"Fine and im not coming back... [goes to room packs some clothes into james dean bag runs downstairs mom is standing on middle staid landing thing]
(mom)dont you dare leave this house
(me) watch me
(mom)[as she follows me to the door as im walking out] if you leave this house....
(me) "I dotn care"

the end... yea i cam eback sunday and we talked and my mom appologized for all the things she has said ot me like that and she says she isn't gong to say that anymore but we'll see

Any way on the Dane-Cook* front things are good.. they're really good... today though my mom comes home and is all like what was dane-Cook* doing downtown cloverdale? in this really i know something you dont know kind of tone.. .like he's doing something wrong.... im like i dont know and shes like oh.. as if its so odd i dont have tabs on him 100 % of the time and then i started thinking about her i know something you dont know tone... and now im owrried which is ridculous because i trust Dane-Cook* more than any guy besides Dean* that i've ever know i mean with LInc* i was always kind of uneasy because he was sucha flirt and kind of gave me reason to in a way so know i keep thinking oh what is he doing which is totally stupid because i know what he's doing he's with some buddies from work.... goddammiit mothe i hope i am never anythign like you... why do you wreak havoc with my brain

Graduation and the woman i will never be

Graduation: OMg it was great the cap and gown thing as cute as it was wasn't that bad i mean i was boiling to death but what ever and then the ceremony was freakishly long but oh well it was still good..Dane-Cook* came and brought me flowers :) my favorites of course he's so sweet :D... then we shipped out to Miranda-Lambert's* aunt's house for ppol party and hot dogs... fun!... we swam and once again Dane-Cook* surprised me by showing up to that! right on :P... but yea over all it was a great day loved it

Part II: MY mom i hope i am never anything like her.. i get home lastnight and am all like happy from the day and Brody goes hey you know my memory card when do i get it back.. im like oh when i upload the pics hes like do it now im like uhm no... so my mom folllows with calling me bitch and a spoiled brat ... thanks mom if it werent for you id think my day was too good to be true

Reflections on Graduations

Okay so i am sitting here in the exact outfit i will be wearing tomorrow... i bought all of it today :P... and i can't help but realize that this is really happening.. i am graduating no more school at all no more pencils no more books no more teacher's dirty looks... forever... im scared.... im terrified about what im gonna do with my life or rather what i wont do... im afraid i wont see any one ever agai n im worried my entire life will turn to shit im worried that life outsid eof high school isnt all its cracked up to be.. imscared of never wlaking those halls again; tha halls that i learned to think of as my second home... im scared that i will never see the teachers again even the ones i dislike because they have become such a big part of my life... high school is like a little microcosm and im scared that in the larger macrocosm i wont amount to anythign that i will simple live and not make any impact... i feel like im leaving home but im just leaving school... but it was my home for 6 hourse 5 days a week 10 months of the year for 5 years.... thats a long time... i dont want to leave home... but i do i want to move on and explore the world and find out everythign i can about everything but im scared... that... i dont know

OKay so ... last night Dane-Cook* and I hung out.. he ccame here for burgers and then we went to the drive in .. we had a lot of fun it was baby momma and the incredible hulk.. i dont know wht it is about hulk movies but they dont seem to make good movies i unno i mean i didnt se emuch of it on account of making out with Dane-Cook* and also when we weren't i was sleeping i kind of passed out durng the movie lol but still i dont know bruce? is that his name well anyway he's too whiny like omg i turn into a green dude if you get me mad and we're like yea we know get over it you know but anyway so i have to say that i REALLY like Dane-Cook* everytime we hang out its just a lot of fun but not like forced you know... i mean its not like when you hang out with some one and theres all these awkward silences so yo just both pretend to be having a good time... not like that i mean he is so much fun... completly opposite of Linc* which is AMAZING! and he compliment sme all the time which is really cute i love it :P i am gushing lol oh well ill leave it like that before i get toomushy

Happier than a Tidal Wave on Acid

okay so i had GREAT niht with Dane-Cook*... we went to White Rock fro fish and chips and walked along the beach and the peir and yea i quite enjoyed it.. and then we went back to his place to hang out.. he is very good kisser and other thigns... yep i have some stories but im not sure all who reads this so ill keep those to myself and the ppl that i have already told lol it was just too funny not to... and i am seeign him tomorrow which also makes me happy not sure what time or what we're doign but hope fully it is just as awesome :P

Tra-la-la

okay dokay so latest news i am now officially seeing Dane-Cook* :).. he asked me last night while we were sittign on my porch talking and yea it was kind of awkward but yea he was like so uh.. you knwo (in typical Dane-Cook* fashion) do you want to uh ,maybe you knwo be my gf or it was something like that i men its an awkward question but oh well its necessary i hate it when guys stick you in that limbo place where you're no sure and well yes... and then yea we spent 4 days in a row with each other and it was pretty dope i quite enjoyed it :P and yesterday he let me drive his quad which was jolly good fun and the other day we saw prince caspian which i totally dont recomend by the way and yea... but yes and he met my whole fmaily yesterday... once again weird and then ye amy family really likes him :) i feel so gushy what a dork... well then imma jet ill blogg soon

TEAM BASS

just thought id make sure you all still know

DILEMA

okay so i realize that i havent blogged in a while but ive been busy... i ve been hangng out with Dane-Cook* a lot i saw him sunday, thursday and yesterday and tomorrow... wow that seems like a lot when i think about but oh well... i really like him he's a gass to hang out with and im not sure but we might be dating apparently hetold Emily-Haines* that we were and yea so yep i mean its a good thing i just thought it was funny cause i wasnt really sure.... maybe sunday ill ask him i guess i better seeing as i am always telling Noel* she needs to do that with her boyfriends who seem to be stuck in limbo for a long time ... i think that her new boy will prove to be okay i mean he's respectful i mean he seems like a half decent guy... so to sum things up ill take my own advice and just ask him what is going on with us... i mean last night we were in the car and he was all like ive never dated a girl i liked as much as you so you knowi might not always know what to say or what to do or whatever and yea so maybe that means we are dating and yea but perhaps.. i mean i don't want to jup the gun and be like yea we're dating but then he's like uh no we're not but i guess he wouldn't do that if he aleady told Emily-Haines* that we are... who knows dating is confusing ;P

Okay so little over due with the blogging but give me a break ive been busy... so Grad was on friday! it was awesome the dinner dance was good but the boat was sooo much fun.. i danced and karaeoked all night long :P.. but now as a resulkt of the dancing my calves hurt sooo bad :P oh well it was well worth it :P.. and yes Dean* made a wonderful date.. i love him he looked quite dashing in his tux and pink tie :) oh my little pack mule :P... anywho everyone looked absolutley stunning in their dresses i mean some people we may have seen a little too much of but what can yea do :p... anywho to sum it up grad was great i be crushing and am oh so lame but i oh so love it