Reflections on Graduations

Okay so i am sitting here in the exact outfit i will be wearing tomorrow... i bought all of it today :P... and i can't help but realize that this is really happening.. i am graduating no more school at all no more pencils no more books no more teacher's dirty looks... forever... im scared.... im terrified about what im gonna do with my life or rather what i wont do... im afraid i wont see any one ever agai n im worried my entire life will turn to shit im worried that life outsid eof high school isnt all its cracked up to be.. imscared of never wlaking those halls again; tha halls that i learned to think of as my second home... im scared that i will never see the teachers again even the ones i dislike because they have become such a big part of my life... high school is like a little microcosm and im scared that in the larger macrocosm i wont amount to anythign that i will simple live and not make any impact... i feel like im leaving home but im just leaving school... but it was my home for 6 hourse 5 days a week 10 months of the year for 5 years.... thats a long time... i dont want to leave home... but i do i want to move on and explore the world and find out everythign i can about everything but im scared... that... i dont know