broken

I think i figured out why it doesnt hurt. i feel like i shut off my heart. That's all i used to think with now i feel like all im using is my head, that's not good. i want my heart back thats what makes me me. the fact that i think with my heart and i wear it on my sleeve thats why this is so hard because your head can only take you so far and well the other half of me is shut off