HOOORAAAYYY

DANE-COOK* IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

more of that in a bit
so i hung out withEMily-Haines* and Lil-Mama* the other night and Lil-Mama's* bf.... we saw step borthers and omfg it was hilarious omg i loved it
" your voice is like a combination of fergie and jesus"
anyway so yes that was goodtimes.. that was sunday... i thought that day was gonna be really lame but it actually turned out pretty good.. went to the mall got some pants for work ran into this kid i used to work with at IGA and we walked around for a bit me making fun of him cause its just too easy hes sucha baby lol ... any way saw another girl whom i havent talked to in forever at body mods she works there and yea got a new ring there for me piercing and yea then went and hung out with Emily-Haines* and it was good times then at like 12 as im dropping Emily-Haines* off i get a call from Dane-Cook* he just got home and yea it made me really happy to hear his voice... i had a horrible dream the other night that he came back from portland and was like i hooked up with this chick while i was away so naturally i punched him and broke his nose and then i woke up realy upset and really missed him adn then i went on facebook later that day and he had sent me a msg sayiny how much he missed me and how much he loved me and it made me really happy and i even cried a little bit but yes and we hung otu last night just kind of chilling.. watching this horrible harrison ford movie lol and yea and the tonight i am going to go hang out with Elmo* who i havent seen since like grad so thats pretty awesome any way wow i actually completed all i had to say for once lol ( it makes me sick that i am putting lol's in my own blog ) :P

MUCH LOVE

MIssing Soundboard

So Dane-Cook* has been away in Portland for 2 days now and of course i miss him... its not even so much i miss him cause i mean ive gone longer without seeing him its just that i haven't really talked tohim in 2 days... i mean theres like s few txt like i arrived and i miss you and i love yous and have a good day stuff like that but i mean usually i talk to him at least once a day even if its just for like 15 mins or so on the phone.. and i cant cause its all long distance and stuff... i never realized how much i enjoy just talking to him.... but please keep in mind when i say miss i dont mean like all sniffles kind of miss its more like oh i guess i cant give him a call .. that sucks kind fo thing
anyway enough of him he comes back tomorrow.. dont know if its gonna be late or not but anyway
Went out with Noel*, Emily-Haines* and.... Kanine-Munchies* (there was a101 dalmations toy in the room) and we went to the beach and yea.. i also officially completed my first week at scotiabank which was boring in parts but also cool in others i think im gonna like it once i start in actual banking but yes... then we jsut hung out and i drove Kanin-Munchies* home and like appologized for those nasty msgs on facebook (tht i sent because he broke my Noel's* heart) and yes
Today went out on the boat with me pop me bro and me sis and Deans* two sisters.. it was good times and i went out on the tube and screamed and cursed and for some reason kept yelling woman anyway i also got to drive the boat which was really cool...
anyway i am so psyched for oasis and staind nxt month tis going to be awesome! LUV LUV LUV!

im outy time to switch my laundry

Life on the front end

so life is good.. the job is good.... i mean alll these courses that i have to take are boring as anything but i mean its good i mean i certainly am getting paid well :).... anywho the goings on of my life well as you know the other night i was hanging out with Emily-Haines* we ordered pizza and yea watched tv SHE GOT A BF
sexy devil told you you are a fox... anywho totally pshyched for many double dates in the future.... and now what else well yea we chilled and talked and yea it was REALLy chill lbut whatever still love it... and yea so with work which i have done all week so far i am starting to feel more apart of everything like im understanding more of what;s going on around me which i s a total relief.. and yea
Then i hung out with Dane-Cook* yesterday anyway i gtg help my dad with something blogg later

With the haines*

So im just sitting here at Flippers* with Emily-Haines* she's house sitting... anywaywe have ordered pizza and that shall be delicous and then yep i have beenn working at the bank this week and so far not gonna lie its pretty boring i just sit there doing tests and stuff..

blog more later about life and love

much love

Smooth Sailing

so i dont know if i have mentioned this yet but my family is planning on buying a boat. Im pretty excited but yea thats basically what i did yesterday day went out looking at boats and then went out to white rock for fish and chips with Dane-Cook*...

Don't have much to report... the little sister is back from camp and i went in to sign soem papers at the bank today and i think im starting on monday but maybe tuesday or wednesday depending on when he gets the paperwork processed... anyway im kind of tired right now.. and yea but i think i will blogg some more....

ITs weird... i love Dane-Cook* i never thought i would/ could find myself feeling this way about someone so quickly but i mean i just do... i love him

Hot Coffee!

So its been a good couple of days :)... lets see monday what did i do? i know i hung out with Emily-Haines* when she got off work and i slept over and the rest of the day i didnt really do anything excpet chores but whatevs chill day... TUesday i hung out with Noel* and we went to coffee and to beach and then to timmy ho's and we took LOTS of pictures once she sends them to me i will post some up here anyway... then i dropped her off quickly went home to change and then saw Dane-Cook* we went to pasta polo which i love but always makes me feel sick afterwards so i had to have pepto bismol :P but yes and then we were watching Sabrina and then i hear someone moving around downstairs turns out it was one of their family friends.. and i guess they're staying with him till thursday so thats not so bad.. then we just went upstairs.. talked.. and sipped on some hot coffee....
that's one of the things i love so much about Dane-Cook* is how much we actuallly talk and it isnt just stupid stuff its everything and i love that i love that i can talk to him and he can talk to me :)

anyway im going to beach with Emily-Haines* got to go get ready

MUCH LOVE

Lubbock or Leave it

So i went to Dane-Cook's* families house for dinner last night it was fun.. his family really interesting they travel A LOT i mean all my family does is go to vegas and reno... same thing lol anyway they were really neat i liked them a lot and im really glad he invited me and then we went back to his house and hung out and went and got groceries... over all it was a good day... oh and his dog rascal got a hair cut and he looked like bald lol it was cute.. and we went to starbucks for coffee and then walked around chapters... later we were talking and hes like one night id like to just sit upstairs on my bed and we can both just read .. he's like i unno ijust think that seems romantic which i kind of agree which sounds really lame but its just that you feel comfortable with that person enough to just lay back and read together... ill be there with my east of eden and sticky notes and he'll have his philosophy books le sigh

Im outy

TEAM BASS

hadnt said that in a while ;P

l- is for the way you look at me

Friday:

Dane-Cook* and I saw Hellboy II AWESOME... we went back to his laced and chilled and get this we swapped the L word :)
SO happy LOVE LOVE LOVE

Saturday:
AWESOME....Vancouver's largest waterfight.. it was so much fun went with Emily-Haines* and Lil-Mama*.. we took the sky train and walked from burrard station to like where the aquarium i sin stanley park like there and back it was crazy lot of walking.. so hot so fun.. we dressed up and got these splash swords.. they were swords that shot water and so dope.. the head bands had flames and when they got wet they dyed our skin like blueish grey pretty hot and i got to meet Emiy-Haine's*Metrosexual* anyway we had a gass and i got a bit of a burn on my shoulders but its all good and i cant get DINO FURY AND B-HO off my thighs but well worth it....

Also on saturday:
Went to Paris-Hiltons* bbq it was fun but i mean i didnt know as many people there as i thought i was going to so that was kind of a bummer anyway i left there at like 11:30 and hung out iwht Emily-Haines* and Lil-Mama* again and then went home and at like 2 Dane-Cook* called me and was walking over from his friend's house to see me and we chilled onmy front porch till like 3 it was great fun :)

TOday: just woke up but the plan for today is to have breaky then go to Dane-Cooks* and help him clean before his granny comes over then we're going ot have dinner with some of his extended family!
ahhh nervous i guess :S... wish me luck im outy!

Gimme' Gimme' More

We live in a world designed to give us what we want when we want it and at a reasonable price. For instance craving a juicy hamburger we are open 24 hours a day ready to fill you with arteory clogging goodness. Sex? well take a ride down east hastings and you can have your pick but if that aint your scene just drive to the nearest establishment serving alcohol and look for the drunkest member of the sex you are interested in. Our generation can get whatever we want it when we want it; we don't even have to be able to afford it. Any credit card company practically will give you a card (as long as you have a job) I'm sure they love kids our age just foaming at the mouth for the newest thing but our young budgets can't always afford it so what do we do we geta credit card. With all this easy access to material goods at such a fast speed I can't help but wonder: where is the satisfaction when nothign is worked for? And what is all this give it to me now teaching us? And what's more what is it bringing into our relationships?
Take me and Dane-Cook* for example; everything is good however when we first started out we rushed into things physically maybe too fast. The i want it now mentality of our generation and anyone who has ever lived to be a teenager fuels our actions but the "okay" that we are consantly given by society for every other want or desire causes us to simply leap in and seize what we want when we want it. Now where is the bad you may be asking? We don't work for it. Half the fun of a new relationship is making the other peson work and seeing how long you can defy those urges. Our gimme' more and "okay then" mentality makes us lose appreciation for those things. It brings a sense of urgency to a relationship and a certain amount of pressure; because we know if we do not give in to our partners requests they can easily go find it else where [thats not to say they necessarily would] but still its there. This in turn leads us to do things that we are perhaps not ready for in a relationship. That said how fast is too fast and how slow is too slow?
Too fast: when you do something you are not emotionally or mentally ready for. Remember in relationships it is all about doing things on your time on your clock. If you're not comfortable dont do it
Too slow: still just holding hands on the 10th date. Too slow is harder to define i think because once again its all about what you're comfortable with but you don't have to be a Mormon about it.
Don't let someone with a Gimme' More mentality pressure you into anything. You are not a 24 hour drive in. If its rights its right if it wrong then its not right. You'll know the difference.

DAYS EVENTS

• Emily-Haines* got her N (CONGRATS)
• chilled out at home
• went to pricesmart
• hung out with Dane-Cook* we:
• went to the beach (cresent)
• ate home made pizza
• watched fools gold

THE END

HOw do I love thee Let me count the ways

so i hung out wiht Emily-Haines* today... we went to williams park and took pics and had brand time and 'met' some boys and by meet i mean walked past but if you ask Emily-Haines* it is met :P ... haha just pulling your leg girl.. we had fun and that tension i was talking about completky non existant... i love her

then we met up with Flipper* and Shirley-Temple* and we went to cresent beach and took more pictures.. then we came back to my place to cook marshmellows on the fire and yea it was a really good day

i love my friends to bits you guys are the best i had an awesome day today just to let everyone know in case you care lol and yea... i lik espending time being girls and yea it the time s when you're doing nothing but just chilling that really mean the most.. its not the big exciting costly excursions that make friendships its the time you spend just lying back enjoying life together.. when you step back from the hustle and bustle and just tak etime to smell the roses or in this case the ocean and when you do it together thats what really matters... life isnt about the big bangs its about the mini noises in between its about sitting by the fire girl talking not going to Castle fun park to spen countless dollars on ones days worth of fun which dont get me wrong is totally fun to do but in the long run you wont remeber that as 'the good times' it'll be the collective of days like today and nights like tonight that you will remeber... i love you girls... all of you hearts on kisses fill my thoughts for you

Raspberries

i love raspberries.. they are small enough that i dont have to cut them up i can just pop them in my mouth but they are not too small that i feel like i should have at least 4 in my mouth at once... i love the flavor so sweet with a tinge of sour and the color is just so deep and sexual :P... but really if you were to think of a color for sex just look at a raspberry its so succulent that you cant help it :P

anyway i thought id update everyone seeing as i just got back from hanging out with Emily-Haines*.. we went to Shirley-Temples* and Miranda-Lambert* was there we just kind of chilled and played with kitten... heinzkirkle, grandpakisinger, diesel, laquiesha.... kitty :P anyway it was good times and i think things with Emily-Haines* and i are fine but i cant help but feel like there is something still there that she is just pretending doesnt bother her and i unno could just be me being over worried or whatever... [all that is left of my raspberries is 3 that are too mushy to eat and look really gross]... anyway i really want to go to beach tomorrow... i unno ill see what Elmo* wants to do.. i havent heard from heard at all today but ill call her tomorrow when i get up to see whats going on

so sometimes this whole public blog thing makes me mad cause i wish i cold write everything i am thinking in it but i know there are people who read it and maybe they are things that some people shouldnt know or i dont necessarily want everyone to know... but yea so here i am censoring my thoughts in my own blog... pretty shitty.. sigh
one thing i will say that maybe i shouldnt but here it goes.. since that thing with Emily-Haines* i feel like i cant talk about Dane-Cook* at all with her and i mean shes my best friend i want to tell her about the stupid things we get up to or the romantic stuff he does and i just think yes tell me to shut up if im boring you but i mean... i dont know... i just wish i didnt feel this wall between her and i there i mean i dont want to have to censor myself but i know i should... i get it need to tone it down i really do get that but i mean he is obviously a big part of my life and a part i feel like im not allowed to share... raspberries.. i wish i had more

.... Seems to be the hardest words

When I say it
When you're not in the room
when i know you cant hear me
under my breath
i mouth it to you
i say it with my eyes all the time
to bad you can't read my mind
why is it so hard to say
exactly what i mean

So breaky with Noel* yesterday was really great i really miss her but it was good kind of just chilled and then later went out to hang out with Dean* we got dinner and saw Wall-E so cute... i wish i was wall-e he is sucha pimp.... and yea hung out with Dane-Cook* today it was out 1 month officially :) happy times and now im just waiting for Miranda-Lambert* to drop Emily-Haines* off at my place...

So i was talking to Emily-Haines the other day and she was upset cause she thought i lied to her (which i didnt) and we cleared that up and she says i spend too much time talking about Dane-Cook* (true) and too much time hanging out with him ( probably a bit true)... my solutin is to make a conscious decision to make time for friends ... balance is important and that is what i am striving for... balance... with balance comes happiness... not that im not happy in fact im extremely happy i just wish i saw my girls more... so thats what i'll do.. i think im hanging out with Elmo* tomorrow... and then thursday night im seeing Dane-Cook* and yes.. life is good all you out there in wonderland reading this

TO SET THE RECORD STRAIGHT

When my mom kicked me out the other week Emily-Haines* like the amazing friend she is came and got and i was at her house BEFORE Dane-Cook* picked me up she is the one that saw me through the hysterical crying and when i got in a fight with my about a week before that she let me spend the night and got pizza for me and peanut busters as comfort food... you want to see my rock look no further... listen girl if you are reading this... know you ar my rock and i know that i never want you to feel like i dont appreciate everything you do for me because i know you do so much you are always there when i need you i just hope some day i can be as great a friend as you

much love

Weekly Update with Brittney Hougaard

So i jsut thought id give everyone a look into my do abouts
including... friday night i think it was with Emily-Haines* and some of her girls from wired monk who i officially love they are a gass we had so much fun just laying back drinking and watching sisterhood of the traveling pants.. loves it








Saturday i layed low... recovered and then hung out with Dane-Cook* which i previously blogged about and then today ie Sunday i worked.. last shift they got my flowers and a card and jelly belly's which was really sweet of them :)


I'll miss all the people at IGA but as far as the job goes.. good ridance

Fears are for Queers

so i've been thinking a lot about you lately.. we dont really hang out anymore the way we used to and it really makes me sad... the last couple times ive asked you out you are busy which i get i mean thats not a problem but ijust feel like you have all these new friends that i don't really know which also not a problem buti just feel like you are systematically cutting me out of your life.. i love you like a sister cause thats what you are to me... you are my sister in music and i miss you... and im afraid that now since we are out of school we are going to lose touch i just don't want to lose you because with out you i don't know what i'd do... if you read this know i miss you and we'll hang out soon

You'll never find the time; you have to make it... and that's what i'm going to do i promise

My Boy Knows Romance

so i hung out with Dane-Cook* last night we went to red robin for dinner then we went home and watched a bit of king kong and then he took me for my surprise... he lit candles and spread out towels to sit on and he had red wine and junior pops... under the twin trees at greenaway park... and we just lay there for like and hour talking and kissing and im pretty sure he was trying the i love you thing without saying "i love you" because he kept saying things i love this woman and i love brittney which is pretty much as good as at least the latter iis but i mean i want so bad to say it and so many times last night i went to but i just bite my tongue cause im scared of his reaction but i guess its kind of what we were talking about last night everyone is afraid of rejection ...

I Made A Funny

You are like a clam with no pearl "i am nothing"

I'm gonna burn out in your atmosphere

PIcture me tickled pink!

happiness is in a bed on a sandy beach

surrounded by my beautiful friends

Kissing the lips of my sexy bf

drinking kool aid jammers till i explode

or at least in theory it is

Happiness is driving to nowhere for hours on end

singing along to all the songs i know

It's also going to white rock for fish and chips

then stealing junior pops from my sexy bf's freezer

then listening to the cd he burned for me

talking to my bff on the phone about pancake mix

and coloring in my wall-e coloring book

writing songs with my Netti jo

Happiness is a lot easier to achieve than you would have thought

aqua-man!

yesterday Dane-Cook* and I went to aquarium :) twas marvelous.. we spent llike all day together literally form like 1230 - like 4 o'oclock in the morning it was awesome ... he makes me so very happy and i really love that.. he makes me feel at ease and that i dont have to try to be something im not when im with him... i can just be me and he seems to like just me :) .. any whoo aquarium was awesome and we got 20 dollar picture to remeber it by and he bought me key chain which was so sweet.. my fave was the otters they are just so darn cute and then there's these big ass fish that are apprently like prehistoric or somethign but anyway it was really cool and i really enjoyed myself BEST DATE EVER... later we went to dinner with my fam and then back to his place and then back to mine for awhile and then he didnt leave till like four and when i got back from dropping him off my dad's all like we need to have a tlak its 4 o clock you need to be in bed/... whatever still perfect day :)