HOOORAAAYYY

DANE-COOK* IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

more of that in a bit
so i hung out withEMily-Haines* and Lil-Mama* the other night and Lil-Mama's* bf.... we saw step borthers and omfg it was hilarious omg i loved it
" your voice is like a combination of fergie and jesus"
anyway so yes that was goodtimes.. that was sunday... i thought that day was gonna be really lame but it actually turned out pretty good.. went to the mall got some pants for work ran into this kid i used to work with at IGA and we walked around for a bit me making fun of him cause its just too easy hes sucha baby lol ... any way saw another girl whom i havent talked to in forever at body mods she works there and yea got a new ring there for me piercing and yea then went and hung out with Emily-Haines* and it was good times then at like 12 as im dropping Emily-Haines* off i get a call from Dane-Cook* he just got home and yea it made me really happy to hear his voice... i had a horrible dream the other night that he came back from portland and was like i hooked up with this chick while i was away so naturally i punched him and broke his nose and then i woke up realy upset and really missed him adn then i went on facebook later that day and he had sent me a msg sayiny how much he missed me and how much he loved me and it made me really happy and i even cried a little bit but yes and we hung otu last night just kind of chilling.. watching this horrible harrison ford movie lol and yea and the tonight i am going to go hang out with Elmo* who i havent seen since like grad so thats pretty awesome any way wow i actually completed all i had to say for once lol ( it makes me sick that i am putting lol's in my own blog ) :P

MUCH LOVE

MIssing Soundboard

So Dane-Cook* has been away in Portland for 2 days now and of course i miss him... its not even so much i miss him cause i mean ive gone longer without seeing him its just that i haven't really talked tohim in 2 days... i mean theres like s few txt like i arrived and i miss you and i love yous and have a good day stuff like that but i mean usually i talk to him at least once a day even if its just for like 15 mins or so on the phone.. and i cant cause its all long distance and stuff... i never realized how much i enjoy just talking to him.... but please keep in mind when i say miss i dont mean like all sniffles kind of miss its more like oh i guess i cant give him a call .. that sucks kind fo thing
anyway enough of him he comes back tomorrow.. dont know if its gonna be late or not but anyway
Went out with Noel*, Emily-Haines* and.... Kanine-Munchies* (there was a101 dalmations toy in the room) and we went to the beach and yea.. i also officially completed my first week at scotiabank which was boring in parts but also cool in others i think im gonna like it once i start in actual banking but yes... then we jsut hung out and i drove Kanin-Munchies* home and like appologized for those nasty msgs on facebook (tht i sent because he broke my Noel's* heart) and yes
Today went out on the boat with me pop me bro and me sis and Deans* two sisters.. it was good times and i went out on the tube and screamed and cursed and for some reason kept yelling woman anyway i also got to drive the boat which was really cool...
anyway i am so psyched for oasis and staind nxt month tis going to be awesome! LUV LUV LUV!

im outy time to switch my laundry

Life on the front end

so life is good.. the job is good.... i mean alll these courses that i have to take are boring as anything but i mean its good i mean i certainly am getting paid well :).... anywho the goings on of my life well as you know the other night i was hanging out with Emily-Haines* we ordered pizza and yea watched tv SHE GOT A BF
sexy devil told you you are a fox... anywho totally pshyched for many double dates in the future.... and now what else well yea we chilled and talked and yea it was REALLy chill lbut whatever still love it... and yea so with work which i have done all week so far i am starting to feel more apart of everything like im understanding more of what;s going on around me which i s a total relief.. and yea
Then i hung out with Dane-Cook* yesterday anyway i gtg help my dad with something blogg later

With the haines*

So im just sitting here at Flippers* with Emily-Haines* she's house sitting... anywaywe have ordered pizza and that shall be delicous and then yep i have beenn working at the bank this week and so far not gonna lie its pretty boring i just sit there doing tests and stuff..

blog more later about life and love

much love

Smooth Sailing

so i dont know if i have mentioned this yet but my family is planning on buying a boat. Im pretty excited but yea thats basically what i did yesterday day went out looking at boats and then went out to white rock for fish and chips with Dane-Cook*...

Don't have much to report... the little sister is back from camp and i went in to sign soem papers at the bank today and i think im starting on monday but maybe tuesday or wednesday depending on when he gets the paperwork processed... anyway im kind of tired right now.. and yea but i think i will blogg some more....

ITs weird... i love Dane-Cook* i never thought i would/ could find myself feeling this way about someone so quickly but i mean i just do... i love him

Hot Coffee!

So its been a good couple of days :)... lets see monday what did i do? i know i hung out with Emily-Haines* when she got off work and i slept over and the rest of the day i didnt really do anything excpet chores but whatevs chill day... TUesday i hung out with Noel* and we went to coffee and to beach and then to timmy ho's and we took LOTS of pictures once she sends them to me i will post some up here anyway... then i dropped her off quickly went home to change and then saw Dane-Cook* we went to pasta polo which i love but always makes me feel sick afterwards so i had to have pepto bismol :P but yes and then we were watching Sabrina and then i hear someone moving around downstairs turns out it was one of their family friends.. and i guess they're staying with him till thursday so thats not so bad.. then we just went upstairs.. talked.. and sipped on some hot coffee....
that's one of the things i love so much about Dane-Cook* is how much we actuallly talk and it isnt just stupid stuff its everything and i love that i love that i can talk to him and he can talk to me :)

anyway im going to beach with Emily-Haines* got to go get ready

MUCH LOVE

Lubbock or Leave it

So i went to Dane-Cook's* families house for dinner last night it was fun.. his family really interesting they travel A LOT i mean all my family does is go to vegas and reno... same thing lol anyway they were really neat i liked them a lot and im really glad he invited me and then we went back to his house and hung out and went and got groceries... over all it was a good day... oh and his dog rascal got a hair cut and he looked like bald lol it was cute.. and we went to starbucks for coffee and then walked around chapters... later we were talking and hes like one night id like to just sit upstairs on my bed and we can both just read .. he's like i unno ijust think that seems romantic which i kind of agree which sounds really lame but its just that you feel comfortable with that person enough to just lay back and read together... ill be there with my east of eden and sticky notes and he'll have his philosophy books le sigh

Im outy

TEAM BASS

hadnt said that in a while ;P

l- is for the way you look at me

Friday:

Dane-Cook* and I saw Hellboy II AWESOME... we went back to his laced and chilled and get this we swapped the L word :)
SO happy LOVE LOVE LOVE

Saturday:
AWESOME....Vancouver's largest waterfight.. it was so much fun went with Emily-Haines* and Lil-Mama*.. we took the sky train and walked from burrard station to like where the aquarium i sin stanley park like there and back it was crazy lot of walking.. so hot so fun.. we dressed up and got these splash swords.. they were swords that shot water and so dope.. the head bands had flames and when they got wet they dyed our skin like blueish grey pretty hot and i got to meet Emiy-Haine's*Metrosexual* anyway we had a gass and i got a bit of a burn on my shoulders but its all good and i cant get DINO FURY AND B-HO off my thighs but well worth it....

Also on saturday:
Went to Paris-Hiltons* bbq it was fun but i mean i didnt know as many people there as i thought i was going to so that was kind of a bummer anyway i left there at like 11:30 and hung out iwht Emily-Haines* and Lil-Mama* again and then went home and at like 2 Dane-Cook* called me and was walking over from his friend's house to see me and we chilled onmy front porch till like 3 it was great fun :)

TOday: just woke up but the plan for today is to have breaky then go to Dane-Cooks* and help him clean before his granny comes over then we're going ot have dinner with some of his extended family!
ahhh nervous i guess :S... wish me luck im outy!

Gimme' Gimme' More

We live in a world designed to give us what we want when we want it and at a reasonable price. For instance craving a juicy hamburger we are open 24 hours a day ready to fill you with arteory clogging goodness. Sex? well take a ride down east hastings and you can have your pick but if that aint your scene just drive to the nearest establishment serving alcohol and look for the drunkest member of the sex you are interested in. Our generation can get whatever we want it when we want it; we don't even have to be able to afford it. Any credit card company practically will give you a card (as long as you have a job) I'm sure they love kids our age just foaming at the mouth for the newest thing but our young budgets can't always afford it so what do we do we geta credit card. With all this easy access to material goods at such a fast speed I can't help but wonder: where is the satisfaction when nothign is worked for? And what is all this give it to me now teaching us? And what's more what is it bringing into our relationships?
Take me and Dane-Cook* for example; everything is good however when we first started out we rushed into things physically maybe too fast. The i want it now mentality of our generation and anyone who has ever lived to be a teenager fuels our actions but the "okay" that we are consantly given by society for every other want or desire causes us to simply leap in and seize what we want when we want it. Now where is the bad you may be asking? We don't work for it. Half the fun of a new relationship is making the other peson work and seeing how long you can defy those urges. Our gimme' more and "okay then" mentality makes us lose appreciation for those things. It brings a sense of urgency to a relationship and a certain amount of pressure; because we know if we do not give in to our partners requests they can easily go find it else where [thats not to say they necessarily would] but still its there. This in turn leads us to do things that we are perhaps not ready for in a relationship. That said how fast is too fast and how slow is too slow?
Too fast: when you do something you are not emotionally or mentally ready for. Remember in relationships it is all about doing things on your time on your clock. If you're not comfortable dont do it
Too slow: still just holding hands on the 10th date. Too slow is harder to define i think because once again its all about what you're comfortable with but you don't have to be a Mormon about it.
Don't let someone with a Gimme' More mentality pressure you into anything. You are not a 24 hour drive in. If its rights its right if it wrong then its not right. You'll know the difference.

DAYS EVENTS

• Emily-Haines* got her N (CONGRATS)
• chilled out at home
• went to pricesmart
• hung out with Dane-Cook* we:
• went to the beach (cresent)
• ate home made pizza
• watched fools gold

THE END

HOw do I love thee Let me count the ways

so i hung out wiht Emily-Haines* today... we went to williams park and took pics and had brand time and 'met' some boys and by meet i mean walked past but if you ask Emily-Haines* it is met :P ... haha just pulling your leg girl.. we had fun and that tension i was talking about completky non existant... i love her

then we met up with Flipper* and Shirley-Temple* and we went to cresent beach and took more pictures.. then we came back to my place to cook marshmellows on the fire and yea it was a really good day

i love my friends to bits you guys are the best i had an awesome day today just to let everyone know in case you care lol and yea... i lik espending time being girls and yea it the time s when you're doing nothing but just chilling that really mean the most.. its not the big exciting costly excursions that make friendships its the time you spend just lying back enjoying life together.. when you step back from the hustle and bustle and just tak etime to smell the roses or in this case the ocean and when you do it together thats what really matters... life isnt about the big bangs its about the mini noises in between its about sitting by the fire girl talking not going to Castle fun park to spen countless dollars on ones days worth of fun which dont get me wrong is totally fun to do but in the long run you wont remeber that as 'the good times' it'll be the collective of days like today and nights like tonight that you will remeber... i love you girls... all of you hearts on kisses fill my thoughts for you

Raspberries

i love raspberries.. they are small enough that i dont have to cut them up i can just pop them in my mouth but they are not too small that i feel like i should have at least 4 in my mouth at once... i love the flavor so sweet with a tinge of sour and the color is just so deep and sexual :P... but really if you were to think of a color for sex just look at a raspberry its so succulent that you cant help it :P

anyway i thought id update everyone seeing as i just got back from hanging out with Emily-Haines*.. we went to Shirley-Temples* and Miranda-Lambert* was there we just kind of chilled and played with kitten... heinzkirkle, grandpakisinger, diesel, laquiesha.... kitty :P anyway it was good times and i think things with Emily-Haines* and i are fine but i cant help but feel like there is something still there that she is just pretending doesnt bother her and i unno could just be me being over worried or whatever... [all that is left of my raspberries is 3 that are too mushy to eat and look really gross]... anyway i really want to go to beach tomorrow... i unno ill see what Elmo* wants to do.. i havent heard from heard at all today but ill call her tomorrow when i get up to see whats going on

so sometimes this whole public blog thing makes me mad cause i wish i cold write everything i am thinking in it but i know there are people who read it and maybe they are things that some people shouldnt know or i dont necessarily want everyone to know... but yea so here i am censoring my thoughts in my own blog... pretty shitty.. sigh
one thing i will say that maybe i shouldnt but here it goes.. since that thing with Emily-Haines* i feel like i cant talk about Dane-Cook* at all with her and i mean shes my best friend i want to tell her about the stupid things we get up to or the romantic stuff he does and i just think yes tell me to shut up if im boring you but i mean... i dont know... i just wish i didnt feel this wall between her and i there i mean i dont want to have to censor myself but i know i should... i get it need to tone it down i really do get that but i mean he is obviously a big part of my life and a part i feel like im not allowed to share... raspberries.. i wish i had more

.... Seems to be the hardest words

When I say it
When you're not in the room
when i know you cant hear me
under my breath
i mouth it to you
i say it with my eyes all the time
to bad you can't read my mind
why is it so hard to say
exactly what i mean

So breaky with Noel* yesterday was really great i really miss her but it was good kind of just chilled and then later went out to hang out with Dean* we got dinner and saw Wall-E so cute... i wish i was wall-e he is sucha pimp.... and yea hung out with Dane-Cook* today it was out 1 month officially :) happy times and now im just waiting for Miranda-Lambert* to drop Emily-Haines* off at my place...

So i was talking to Emily-Haines the other day and she was upset cause she thought i lied to her (which i didnt) and we cleared that up and she says i spend too much time talking about Dane-Cook* (true) and too much time hanging out with him ( probably a bit true)... my solutin is to make a conscious decision to make time for friends ... balance is important and that is what i am striving for... balance... with balance comes happiness... not that im not happy in fact im extremely happy i just wish i saw my girls more... so thats what i'll do.. i think im hanging out with Elmo* tomorrow... and then thursday night im seeing Dane-Cook* and yes.. life is good all you out there in wonderland reading this

TO SET THE RECORD STRAIGHT

When my mom kicked me out the other week Emily-Haines* like the amazing friend she is came and got and i was at her house BEFORE Dane-Cook* picked me up she is the one that saw me through the hysterical crying and when i got in a fight with my about a week before that she let me spend the night and got pizza for me and peanut busters as comfort food... you want to see my rock look no further... listen girl if you are reading this... know you ar my rock and i know that i never want you to feel like i dont appreciate everything you do for me because i know you do so much you are always there when i need you i just hope some day i can be as great a friend as you

much love

Weekly Update with Brittney Hougaard

So i jsut thought id give everyone a look into my do abouts
including... friday night i think it was with Emily-Haines* and some of her girls from wired monk who i officially love they are a gass we had so much fun just laying back drinking and watching sisterhood of the traveling pants.. loves it








Saturday i layed low... recovered and then hung out with Dane-Cook* which i previously blogged about and then today ie Sunday i worked.. last shift they got my flowers and a card and jelly belly's which was really sweet of them :)


I'll miss all the people at IGA but as far as the job goes.. good ridance

Fears are for Queers

so i've been thinking a lot about you lately.. we dont really hang out anymore the way we used to and it really makes me sad... the last couple times ive asked you out you are busy which i get i mean thats not a problem but ijust feel like you have all these new friends that i don't really know which also not a problem buti just feel like you are systematically cutting me out of your life.. i love you like a sister cause thats what you are to me... you are my sister in music and i miss you... and im afraid that now since we are out of school we are going to lose touch i just don't want to lose you because with out you i don't know what i'd do... if you read this know i miss you and we'll hang out soon

You'll never find the time; you have to make it... and that's what i'm going to do i promise

My Boy Knows Romance

so i hung out with Dane-Cook* last night we went to red robin for dinner then we went home and watched a bit of king kong and then he took me for my surprise... he lit candles and spread out towels to sit on and he had red wine and junior pops... under the twin trees at greenaway park... and we just lay there for like and hour talking and kissing and im pretty sure he was trying the i love you thing without saying "i love you" because he kept saying things i love this woman and i love brittney which is pretty much as good as at least the latter iis but i mean i want so bad to say it and so many times last night i went to but i just bite my tongue cause im scared of his reaction but i guess its kind of what we were talking about last night everyone is afraid of rejection ...

I Made A Funny

You are like a clam with no pearl "i am nothing"

I'm gonna burn out in your atmosphere

PIcture me tickled pink!

happiness is in a bed on a sandy beach

surrounded by my beautiful friends

Kissing the lips of my sexy bf

drinking kool aid jammers till i explode

or at least in theory it is

Happiness is driving to nowhere for hours on end

singing along to all the songs i know

It's also going to white rock for fish and chips

then stealing junior pops from my sexy bf's freezer

then listening to the cd he burned for me

talking to my bff on the phone about pancake mix

and coloring in my wall-e coloring book

writing songs with my Netti jo

Happiness is a lot easier to achieve than you would have thought

aqua-man!

yesterday Dane-Cook* and I went to aquarium :) twas marvelous.. we spent llike all day together literally form like 1230 - like 4 o'oclock in the morning it was awesome ... he makes me so very happy and i really love that.. he makes me feel at ease and that i dont have to try to be something im not when im with him... i can just be me and he seems to like just me :) .. any whoo aquarium was awesome and we got 20 dollar picture to remeber it by and he bought me key chain which was so sweet.. my fave was the otters they are just so darn cute and then there's these big ass fish that are apprently like prehistoric or somethign but anyway it was really cool and i really enjoyed myself BEST DATE EVER... later we went to dinner with my fam and then back to his place and then back to mine for awhile and then he didnt leave till like four and when i got back from dropping him off my dad's all like we need to have a tlak its 4 o clock you need to be in bed/... whatever still perfect day :)

Le sigh**

Le sigh is all i can say... i had great night last night we went to beach for picnic.. i made sandwiches ( gourmet cuisine) and spinach salad and just cut up a bunch of fruit then we kind of just chilled there and i unno it was just so nice kind of romantic.. sitting on the beach talking.. kissing... happiness.. then we went back to his house and we rented ps. I love you... so cute totally tragic i cried like 4 times it was so heartbreaking; i love movies like that though that can really make you feel something... then we kind of just chilled and i revealed surprise :P... i bought nice little i unno what its called it was like a bodice it was like silky and leapord print and pink lace he liked :P

Anyway i am giving my two weeks into IGA today which is kind of exciting! no more of that hell hole
LOVES LOVES LOVES!


life is happy

LIfe: HIt and Miss

I got kicked out... on saturday. ON friday after commencments which was boring but still ha d fun at Mirnada-Lambert's* aunts afterwards and yea i get home and she freaked out on me and anyway the next morning she was getting after me for the same thing and im like i dont understand what you're mad about could you pleasse xplain it? "you don't know that's the problem.you're a little bitch"(mom)
(me) "I know please tell me
(mom) "Be quiet your dad is sleeping"
(me)"Just tell me what i did"
(mom)"you shut your mouth"....(keep in mind im not talking louad at all)
(me)"fine but what did i do"
(mom) GET OUT OF MY HOUSE
(me)"Fine and im not coming back... [goes to room packs some clothes into james dean bag runs downstairs mom is standing on middle staid landing thing]
(mom)dont you dare leave this house
(me) watch me
(mom)[as she follows me to the door as im walking out] if you leave this house....
(me) "I dotn care"

the end... yea i cam eback sunday and we talked and my mom appologized for all the things she has said ot me like that and she says she isn't gong to say that anymore but we'll see

Any way on the Dane-Cook* front things are good.. they're really good... today though my mom comes home and is all like what was dane-Cook* doing downtown cloverdale? in this really i know something you dont know kind of tone.. .like he's doing something wrong.... im like i dont know and shes like oh.. as if its so odd i dont have tabs on him 100 % of the time and then i started thinking about her i know something you dont know tone... and now im owrried which is ridculous because i trust Dane-Cook* more than any guy besides Dean* that i've ever know i mean with LInc* i was always kind of uneasy because he was sucha flirt and kind of gave me reason to in a way so know i keep thinking oh what is he doing which is totally stupid because i know what he's doing he's with some buddies from work.... goddammiit mothe i hope i am never anythign like you... why do you wreak havoc with my brain

Graduation and the woman i will never be

Graduation: OMg it was great the cap and gown thing as cute as it was wasn't that bad i mean i was boiling to death but what ever and then the ceremony was freakishly long but oh well it was still good..Dane-Cook* came and brought me flowers :) my favorites of course he's so sweet :D... then we shipped out to Miranda-Lambert's* aunt's house for ppol party and hot dogs... fun!... we swam and once again Dane-Cook* surprised me by showing up to that! right on :P... but yea over all it was a great day loved it

Part II: MY mom i hope i am never anything like her.. i get home lastnight and am all like happy from the day and Brody goes hey you know my memory card when do i get it back.. im like oh when i upload the pics hes like do it now im like uhm no... so my mom folllows with calling me bitch and a spoiled brat ... thanks mom if it werent for you id think my day was too good to be true

Reflections on Graduations

Okay so i am sitting here in the exact outfit i will be wearing tomorrow... i bought all of it today :P... and i can't help but realize that this is really happening.. i am graduating no more school at all no more pencils no more books no more teacher's dirty looks... forever... im scared.... im terrified about what im gonna do with my life or rather what i wont do... im afraid i wont see any one ever agai n im worried my entire life will turn to shit im worried that life outsid eof high school isnt all its cracked up to be.. imscared of never wlaking those halls again; tha halls that i learned to think of as my second home... im scared that i will never see the teachers again even the ones i dislike because they have become such a big part of my life... high school is like a little microcosm and im scared that in the larger macrocosm i wont amount to anythign that i will simple live and not make any impact... i feel like im leaving home but im just leaving school... but it was my home for 6 hourse 5 days a week 10 months of the year for 5 years.... thats a long time... i dont want to leave home... but i do i want to move on and explore the world and find out everythign i can about everything but im scared... that... i dont know

OKay so ... last night Dane-Cook* and I hung out.. he ccame here for burgers and then we went to the drive in .. we had a lot of fun it was baby momma and the incredible hulk.. i dont know wht it is about hulk movies but they dont seem to make good movies i unno i mean i didnt se emuch of it on account of making out with Dane-Cook* and also when we weren't i was sleeping i kind of passed out durng the movie lol but still i dont know bruce? is that his name well anyway he's too whiny like omg i turn into a green dude if you get me mad and we're like yea we know get over it you know but anyway so i have to say that i REALLY like Dane-Cook* everytime we hang out its just a lot of fun but not like forced you know... i mean its not like when you hang out with some one and theres all these awkward silences so yo just both pretend to be having a good time... not like that i mean he is so much fun... completly opposite of Linc* which is AMAZING! and he compliment sme all the time which is really cute i love it :P i am gushing lol oh well ill leave it like that before i get toomushy

Happier than a Tidal Wave on Acid

okay so i had GREAT niht with Dane-Cook*... we went to White Rock fro fish and chips and walked along the beach and the peir and yea i quite enjoyed it.. and then we went back to his place to hang out.. he is very good kisser and other thigns... yep i have some stories but im not sure all who reads this so ill keep those to myself and the ppl that i have already told lol it was just too funny not to... and i am seeign him tomorrow which also makes me happy not sure what time or what we're doign but hope fully it is just as awesome :P

Tra-la-la

okay dokay so latest news i am now officially seeing Dane-Cook* :).. he asked me last night while we were sittign on my porch talking and yea it was kind of awkward but yea he was like so uh.. you knwo (in typical Dane-Cook* fashion) do you want to uh ,maybe you knwo be my gf or it was something like that i men its an awkward question but oh well its necessary i hate it when guys stick you in that limbo place where you're no sure and well yes... and then yea we spent 4 days in a row with each other and it was pretty dope i quite enjoyed it :P and yesterday he let me drive his quad which was jolly good fun and the other day we saw prince caspian which i totally dont recomend by the way and yea... but yes and he met my whole fmaily yesterday... once again weird and then ye amy family really likes him :) i feel so gushy what a dork... well then imma jet ill blogg soon

TEAM BASS

just thought id make sure you all still know

DILEMA

okay so i realize that i havent blogged in a while but ive been busy... i ve been hangng out with Dane-Cook* a lot i saw him sunday, thursday and yesterday and tomorrow... wow that seems like a lot when i think about but oh well... i really like him he's a gass to hang out with and im not sure but we might be dating apparently hetold Emily-Haines* that we were and yea so yep i mean its a good thing i just thought it was funny cause i wasnt really sure.... maybe sunday ill ask him i guess i better seeing as i am always telling Noel* she needs to do that with her boyfriends who seem to be stuck in limbo for a long time ... i think that her new boy will prove to be okay i mean he's respectful i mean he seems like a half decent guy... so to sum things up ill take my own advice and just ask him what is going on with us... i mean last night we were in the car and he was all like ive never dated a girl i liked as much as you so you knowi might not always know what to say or what to do or whatever and yea so maybe that means we are dating and yea but perhaps.. i mean i don't want to jup the gun and be like yea we're dating but then he's like uh no we're not but i guess he wouldn't do that if he aleady told Emily-Haines* that we are... who knows dating is confusing ;P

Okay so little over due with the blogging but give me a break ive been busy... so Grad was on friday! it was awesome the dinner dance was good but the boat was sooo much fun.. i danced and karaeoked all night long :P.. but now as a resulkt of the dancing my calves hurt sooo bad :P oh well it was well worth it :P.. and yes Dean* made a wonderful date.. i love him he looked quite dashing in his tux and pink tie :) oh my little pack mule :P... anywho everyone looked absolutley stunning in their dresses i mean some people we may have seen a little too much of but what can yea do :p... anywho to sum it up grad was great i be crushing and am oh so lame but i oh so love it

LA LA LA PICTAS

CHUCK AND BLAIR

Ye syes chuck an Blaird in love slightly and briefly.. why would chuck do that .. then again we all know the answer to that don't we . .. well all i can say is next season promises to be be just as full of drama and gossip :)
and more oh so sexy looks from Chuck Bass

Still as always TEAM BASS

What Happens in Chehalis Stays in Chehalis

so this weekend im pretty sure was awesome. i went grad camping with Renee-Zelweger*, 2-A-day* and Elmo* we made lots of nice new friends :P there was this guy who really couldnt take a hint we kept hinting that we wanted him to leave and nothing we even actually said Leave no boys allowed and he still came in it made me so mad it wasnt until Renee-Zelweger* told him to fuck off that he actually left finally thank the lord lol but yea and then there was this other guy who had a tongue ring not the hottest other wise but still tongue ring! lol i was talking to him and i was like hey do you have a tongue ring and then he stuck out his tongue and i felt a little flutter lol on account of i thought it was so hot :P... but anyway that was cool and yeas.,... then there was Istanbol* whom we met at the campsite he was cool just hung out at the campsite with us and yea and last night when i was freaking GONE he walked me back to the campsite and made sure i was all safe and what not he was cool ...Elmo* drank quite a bit of 151 lol so funny we got a video of her but she already is kind of out of it by the time she trys that lol soo funny ..ill blog some more stories later like my getting very angry at janice the buch for being a dirty whore and hooking up wtih Frank the rock and trying to set Elmo* up with Alan the tree lol too funny i loved it all so much and i will never forget it i love this life man i mean i get to be free and i felt so free there and had there been running water i would have wanted to stay there forever life is good grad is good cheese is good and my dad takes like 45 minutes just to order 2 damn pizzas ":P

The Twinkle in Your Eye

So I had quite the meeting with Edward-Scissor hands* today. Needless to say it was completly pointless; for starters he opened with "I'm Gay" . So right there, right off the bat im like okay this is going to go no where. Anywho i was thinking how much i wish life was like a TV show. I mean if my life were like Buffy or Angel or Gossip Girl; well that would just be amazing. If i was a character in Gossip Girl i think i'd want to be Blair cause i mean she is a sweety but she knows how to handle herself. She's also a stone cold bitch when she wants to be. The only thing about Blair though is she does seem to be wound a little tightly. Another thing Blair has going for her ; Chuck Bass. She got with him in the back of a limo i mean HELLO i certainly would not complain about that. Nevertheless life isnt a TV show so i guess we just have to go on and live life as best we can. You know soak it up; the drama, the excitement, the bad times and the good times because they're all one big whole of this thing we call life. We need to experience everything we can and hold onto those experiences. Life isn't about what mark you get in school despite what teachers and parents may say; it's about the relationships you form there and the connections you make. It's about learning to live. Learning to deal. I mean i guess that's why it's so hard. Dealing isn't as easy as everyone says it is or makes it look i mean look at me. I'm a mess. I don't deal. I try and i try to put on this persona like im all cool with everything and dont get me wrong for the most part i am but there are those few certain things that im just having trouble dealing with. Life sucks sometimes but i am determined to work through that ultimate suckiness and hopefully I'll come out on top. I know that sounds totally lame but, what else can i do.

GOSSIP GIRL!

So im sure you all watched gossip girl last night and if you didn't shame on you it was awesome excpet for Serena's whole oh i killed someone but not really his parenst dont blame me so im okay now... :P lame she went from being a mess to being totally like wheres dan tra-la-la... lame hate so much omg i was so happy when Rufus and Alison kissed it made me so happy i was like clapping with excitment... like finally right!.. and of course Georgina was back at her usual evil ways.. what with the eyebrow arching and evil looks and FAKE CRYING... i was actually impressed by Michelle Trachtenberg's crying in that scene i really like her in this role.. i mean there was no one who really liked dawn in Buffy so it is nice to see she actually gets a good role one that we all hate but secretly love... i mean she is the one we love to hate.. now that Blair is all nice and what not... and yes speaking of hating georgina! WHY THE HELL WOULD SHE KISS DAN! ...well i guess we kn ow why she would to get back at serena and becasue she is an evil bitch but honestly! why would Dan kiss her back i gte it he's hurt but i mean you supposedly loved Serena and your macing on the first girl you get the chance to.. and of course on a lighter not Mr. Ed Westwick was there in full swing to provide a number of uber sexy glances.. and i quiet liked how he was actually kind of a good guy i mean the whole lets get Georgina thing! YAY! and i laughed so hard when i found out he lost his virginity in grade 6 lol too funny !... anyway i really hope they continue on the path Chuck is on now with a little less swarmyness but lets not turn himinto a pussy like NATE! and supposedly there is a little cat fight going on on between the cast member of the show.. and not the girls lol its the guys apperently Ed Westwick, Penn Badgley are pissed that CHace Crawford is getting all the attention cause apprently they were all expecting Penn to be the big player in the serious i mean he's hot and what not but come on. As far as im concerned i dont get what all the hub bub is about Chace Crawford he's too pretty and no one likes that... i am all for ED WESTWICK!

TEAM BASS!

Boys are lame

so yea this boy Caramel -Macihiato*or how ever you spell it is so stupid i mean no i will not fool around with you dumb ass you have a gf and i dont know you all that well... like honestly i get that he said he was joking but still thats retarded what are you thinking. \anyway Noel's* new boy came into schooltoday to have his interview... she seems quite happy which is really good its so cute :P but im just apprehensive about him... i mean he was all flirty when he had a girlfriend and then i mean i get now he doesnt have a girlfriend and whatever but im just thinking like whats stopping him from doing that to my Noel* god knows if he does i will kick his ass to kingdom come... but i guess i should relax he seems like a decent guy and i mean he wants to take her parents out to dinner meaning he wants to make a good impression therefor meaning he wants to stick around for awhile im just thinking my girl Noel* needs to look out for his flirtatious ways .. keep an eye on that and just give me a reason and ill boot him in the face :) anywho just in case i havent made it clear enough i am so stoked for grad and to get my ring it is going to be sooo cool! yikes!... its like basically 2 weeks away... This weekend is rodeo too :) i love rodeo im not sure if im going camping or not ill have to talk to my parents tonight or tomorrow night i dont know i need to know some more specifics first because i know my parents will want to know more info... than i already have... we're going to stave... me alison alison jessika troy,.... grad ppl i dont know i mean i dont know how id get up there and yea im just nervous that something will go wrong and bad because this weekend will mark 2 weeks since my last screw up and they tend to come at 2 - 3 week intervals in case anyone is keeping track... BUt yea this thing with \Caramel-Maciato* makes me sick im like so waht are we gonna do? hes like well we could fool around abut lol jk,.,,, and then im like yea you better be just kidding ... plus i dont think your gf will take to kindly to that and then is said but seriously i dont care what we do im easy and he goes back well who says my g/f has to know and plus you're the one saying you're easy! fuck off like seriously im cutting this get together very short i think because that is so tacky and lame i dont care if you are joking its not funny i mean ick how ick can you get i am not that girl that does that kind of stuff.. i mean ... you know urg makes me sooooo mad.. like honestly i was fuming when i read that! eee!... and just another note in case i havent made myself clear i love iron man and all super hero movies like omg is there any better kind... so amazing!

IRON MAN = AWESOME!

I'm serious i saw this movie tonight and it was amazing like everything about it.. i'm gonna see it again on friday i think and then obvs buy it i am in love i haven't been this in love with a movie since... X-Men III ! also an amazing movie and if you haven't seen it shame on you

The Day

Okay so today rocked! i got my grad jewelry.. gorgeous not to mention i picked out my grad gift... so pretty its got a big mulberry sapphire stone and then two small pink sapphires and another two diamonds on either side of it and gold band.. so pretty and i can't wait till i get it!... and then i went out with my pop to get coolant for my car and a gift for me mum .. couldn't find anything so i got her a wired monk gift card... and i think i might write her a poem ... lame but its almost done if only i could find a half decent word that rhymed with patience.. then i went out to get my sis from my aunts in poco.. and then came home and hung to with Miranda-Lambert*, Sherley-Temple* and Emily-Haines* gts just drove around in nellie dancing and peentsing :)

PEENTS!

Today's Plan

so after being fully rested from a night of being a lame bottom and staying in watching Angel and Land of Women i am ready to explore the world and buy explore i mean go shopping... im going with me mum today to look for jewelery for grad and then when i get home im probably going with my pop to look for a mothers day gift for me mum ,.... then probably come home and try to get a hold of Emily-Haines* or someone... maybe we can go to the wired monk if theres someone playing tonight.. just chill :) anywho.. i had dress fitting on thursday and it is done and it is gorgeous... i love my dress so much and i got Deans* matching tie and pocket square so that was marvelous!

Gossip Girl

So yes i am now an addict of the oh so popular gossip girl.. a new addict ill give oyu that but an addict nonetheless. and my favorite character on the show you might ask.. well that would be none other than Chuck Bass.... cool - yes, smart- yes , sexy? your damn straight i dont know i guess its the whole he's kind of a bad boy and the whole part about him being gorgeous to helps

Monday's Eye of the Panther

I can honestly say this is some of the funniest stuff ever.

NYAH

i am so tired i could just fall over right now but the that wouldn't be very dramatic as i am sitting right now... oo well. .. so i can't remember when was the last time i blogged.. i dont think i filled anyone in on the events of this past week... Emily-Haines* bday was good except for the part where i got grounded and car taken away... anyway monday Edward-Scissor hands* threw cold coffee on me and all week it has been this big thing with going to see the principal every day and answering questions and yea just over all not funness.... today went to optometrists and am getting new glasses they are pretty funky i quite like them you will all see soon... and yes my eyes have gotten worse.. now tht i have created the most boring blog in the world i think i will spice things up with ... hmm... nothing really i dont have anything exciting to say.. i think im just gonna sit at home tonight and watch angel on account of im so tired.. and yea i mean i got inbvited by a couple ppl to go out tonight but i dont think im in the mood... Angel.. :) =Love.. im such a dork but it makes me so happy ..

The Hills Rolling Stone shoot

Yea i know i have a lot of friends who love this show but this is ridiculous.. first off why the hell would some "reality show" bimbos get on the cover of rolling stone!
secondly what the hell was heidi thinking.. every picture she ruins by looking like a trashy whore.... all the other girls look like their having a good time and they'd be good pictures if you just cut Heidi out of them... honestly wtf... i also love how the other three are always like interlocking arms or something ..acting chummy somethign like that and then theres Heidi :P looking like a wanna be porn star i mean try hard much... heres a tip if you have to try THAT hard to be sexy you are really not


:)

Precious Love

She walked out on you and never said goodbye
No note, no warning, no message
She left you so naked your eyes can’t even cry

She’s gone away like the words that we say
She’s gone like the day you first heard her name
She’s gone like that day she said she’d love you just the same…

But you can do no wrong by simply being strong and keep on keeping on
Cause all the things you do come back to you

If you took your precious love away
I don’t think that I could find my way

She ‘s gone away like a cloud from the sky
And now you say that she filled up you life
So you’re lost like a clock that just can’t tell the time

You’re a hero with no powers no armor
Like a ship with no anchor no water
She disappeared, no idea, you thought that she was here to stay…

But you can do no wrong if all you had is gone so get up off the ground
That hurt inside your chest ain’t nothing but a test…

If you took your precious love away
I don’t think that I could find my way

And she’s out of reach
Ran away like a thief
And with a scar so deep
Yeah! She set you free
That’s when you told me

If you took your precious love away
I don’t think that I could find my way

LOVE LOVE LOVE

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JULIE CROCHETIERE

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it is amazing! and so is she!

LOVE LOVE LOVE

EVERYONE MUST DOWNLOAD

JULIE CROCHETIERE

your most likely to be able to find Precious Love
it is amazing! and so is she!

Stupid and Stoked

Stupid: Boys with g/fs .. why? honestly they dont act like it most of the time they still go and flirt and everything anyway and then you find out... oh you're a tool.. also stupid a certain teacher... perhaps she is an affiliate of the devil ... "you give compliments like you're not serious like you're making fun" honestly if i actually do do this someone tell me cause i dont mean to and im a very honest person if i dont like it ill either say it or not say anything i wont tell you how awesome it is im not a fake piece of shit.. :)...

Stoked: For Thursday.. cocktails pizza and rock band with the girls it s going to be all time.. no parents for two nights:) Emily-Haines* is staying over for those nights and its gonna be so much fun.. :).. so on Sunday i am also going to go Tux shopping with The Grinch* it shall be fun hopefully i helped Dean* get his so i already have the qualifications :P lol... not that you really need any :P but yea i am totally stumped on what to get Emily-Haines* for her B-day its so hard :(... stupid girl why cant i just get you a stuffed poodle and be doen with it :P

FUCK FACEBOOK

facebook wont let me on and its pissign me off!
i have to go get brody now GRRRRRR

NEW BLOG!

So any of you who loyally read my blog everyday are probably like looking at this going holy shit this aint b-ho's blog but alas it is.. dont worry names are allthe same i just thouhgt id give myself a new forum to do it in.. :) so anyway rigth now im on spare and was just looking up cocktail recipes.. this weekend chillin with the girls is gonna be all time :) i love th em <3 but yea im thinkin cosmopolitans, pina coladas and margaritas .. yum the only thing is i need to find a way to get the stuff either when Blondie* is working i can go inand get it myself or maybe someone from work will boot for me... ill have to see how it goes.. hopefully Blondie* will get my facebook msg tonight and send me back when shes working! thing is im not sure if i should get ppl to bring me money cause i mean they're gonna be drinking my booze so maybe they should anyway theyll have to pitchin for pizza and the juice and stuff ... maybe i unno this weekend is gonna broke me man!